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Music for your local church .​.​. or your local brothel

by Mani Deum

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1.
…And I tried to help me pass the time… …With blood pollution in my mind… …And I see dust, was in the air… …Infected Kittens everywhere…
2.
Wave Goodbye 02:48
You talked about forgiveness and forgivers Betrayal and betrayers Loss and losing Victory and winners Victims and killers… But never about you and I Then you wore your hat and waved me goodbye Just wore your hat and waved me goodbye… You talked about pain and love While gazing at your stars above And I gave you a sad look And just understood I may die So I waved you goodbye I just wore my hat and waved you goodbye Just wore my hat and waved you goodbye…
3.
Some are born to construct empires And some are born just to destruct them The bitterness of love and the sweetness of hate What am I paying for nailed on this Cross? And the world is being fed up with blood Churches of lies and twisted messiahs What am I paying for nailed on this Cross? Roses we are in an endless field Just waiting to be cut And those that seem more beautiful Will be the first to die… And will die and die and die Till the day we are dead What am I paying for nailed on this Cross?
4.
I have tasted the same shame All over these years The same dust on my lips The same smell of a rotten fruit Years of purity became years of cruelty And all the little kittens on my feet Became black Crows above my head I was slow, slow as a worm And I used to hate All of these feelings are over now 'Cause I’m home and only you enter here I was walking on a heat wave And the heat always tortures my mind No progress, no expression, no air My decision was to built a boat Years of cruelty became years of silence And all the Crows above my head are my friends now, They rest on my shoulders I used to sail away I used to travel long But now I have the intelligence to know You are my sea You are my home On my shoulders I have my best soldiers Embrace me while Roma falls.
5.
I can live for one thousand years, But I prefer to die tomorrow I can spread true nihil words, But I prefer to close my mouth I can show you my darkest will, But I prefer to close my eyes I can live for one thousand years, But I prefer … to die … I need what I need and all I need is Blasphemy… Blasphemy for you – your empty humanity – your filthy minds… Your love, (who) is not love at all… I can hate and hate and hate, But I prefer to hate no more I can show some pity for you, But all I see is anger I can make some of your dreams come true… But I prefer to ignore them… I need what I need and all I need is Blasphemy… Blasphemy for you (all of you) – your love (who is not love at all) Blasphemy is my will – I need what I need… I can keep searching and searching (but I prefer to sleep) I can keep wondering (who is my mother, who is my father I can keep worshiping (things and thoughts) But I prefer to burn and burn I need what I need and all I need is Blasphemy… Blasphemy for you (all of you) – your love (who is not love at all) Blasphemy is my will – I need what I need… … and all I need is Blasphemy…. …Blasphemy is my will…
6.
Nemesis 03:14
I cried last night like a child, I cry today like a man (I love you , I love you I hate you) There are no hidden secrets anymore, there are no toys to play with (I love you , I love you I hate you) And all the promises you said you keep, I don’t care anymore cause I no longer weep (I love you , I love you I hate you) The time has come for me to live, the time has come for me to leave (I love you , I love you I hate you) And all the wounds you left me seam to get cured, I’ll never again feel for you obscured (I love you , I love you I hate you) It was about time for the sickness to come, I see life now as an optimist with a gun (I love you , I love you I hate you) Illusions of joy - what I was fed, my true and only will I never met (I love you , I love you I hate you) The time has come for me to live, the time has come for me to leave (I love you , I love you I hate you) And all the wounds you left me seam to get cured, I’ll never again feel for you obscured (I love you , I love you I hate you)
7.
I look myself in the mirror And I see what an ugly old man I’ll become... The soul...The soul is so fragile, Please keep mine for a while, I am trying to build a wall... My body, my body is a cell I puke each time I tell… This story is so sad... Love, love come and go Lovers cum and go We’ll never accept this... I fear, a fear of anything deep I’m sick of those who weep Fear is a feeling to keep.... With drugs... With drugs i spoke... All these stories are so cold... With this knife I hold Love, love come and go Lovers cum and go We’ll never accept this... The Knife...The knife is in my hands My velvet stomach spasms... I can't feel anything more... I look myself in the mirror And I see what an ugly old man I’ll become... Love, love come and go Lovers cum and go We’ll never accept this...
8.
We are dead And we will die again Through our life we shall rise … The moon is red, So your hair But your face is the sky… Through our nihil words we love At tea time we cry With a sun that burns and burns At nighttime your eyes, rise… All is love Love is death Death is birth Love is all And all for you for me is all All is love But love is death So I close, the book of my past Crooked shining stars fall inside me And I die each time I rise And I call for you… All is love Love is death Death is birth Love is all And all for you for me is all All is love But love is death And I paint this wall with my fingers Again and again and I sign with your name Oh my art…
9.
I waited for you until the sun began to rise again I waited for you cause my sadness would never end And the day did come and my heart stood still And my lips couldn’t move cause I knew… It was you… it was you… I waited for you until your face sunk to my teardrops so grim I waited for you like a statue of flesh in the garden of Eve Then my joy turned to hate and my faith turned to death Cause I know that your love was as warm as your breath But now distant… just like dreams I waited for you until my mind was no longer able to think I waited for you to break the silence and put me to sleep But your memory feeds my desire for love And your body is gone like the leaves in the Fall And my eyes wouldn’t close in the strain of the wind cause I knew…. It was you… I waited for you like the countless times you did wait for me too I waited for you but no one tells me where you roam Like a ghost you keep charming my senses But this time we are cursed to stay in defeat Like the corpse they found at the end of the street And I know now… It was you…
10.
Time never stops and never forgives He carries us on and doesn’t care if we bleed ‘Cause he knows he’s the one Who shall cure the wound… I just got used to you and you to me We just got trapped… into our little perfection… There’s a forbidden fruit deep in my garden That even Eve wouldn’t dare to taste And I saw how Gods and Dogs bleed… But there’s a sickness turning into illusions Of promised lands we once would explore Something like a secret dimension Oblivion is called… And as I stare into my future I see frozen summers and winters with no heart With you… and our little perfection… A cell with burning bars and no conversation And a company of a wounded bird I see far away, far away from here A sea green, deep inside I am trapped And you sail your boat with a soft wind blowing And me on the bottom with no breath at all… I just got used to you and you to me We just got trapped… into our little perfection…
11.
What Are You 03:39
What are you? Human or monster Gifted with beauty And strong like a sun Burning me to death And scattering my ashes I could see God trembling in your eyes Filling me with lies…. Once again I could see the lamb Slaughtered in your hands Beaconing for mercy Just like me… What are you? Angel or Devil I don’t know how to praise you And no words seem enough I shiver in your light And drown into a smile… I could see God trembling in your eyes Filling me with lies…. Once again I could see the lamb Slaughtered in your hands Beaconing for mercy Just like me…
12.
I feel the vibrations of earth The whistle of the trees Creation out of nothing A virgin’s dilemma Joy or dignity? Witness the primordial impulse And seek through the breakage Of humanity There is no truth beneath lies No one cares… No one sees… There’s nothing left but fire burning our past But why should we care about it When we don’t learn from our mistakes By ashes surrounded Our roots shall rise And humanity shall taste again glory days United again

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Mani Deum as the Soundtrack for your Wasted Youth:

P. (Music, Lyrics, Guitars, Vocals)
Manos K. (Music, Lyrics, Guitars, Vocals)
Eygenia (Piano, Glockenspiel, Melodica, Percussions)
Jason Foster (Bass, Percussions)
Panos Tsekouras (Theremin)
Stelios “the Crasher” (Drums)

Special Guests:

Matt Howden (Sieben) - Violin in “The Cat And The Crow”
Maxi Nil – Vocals in “Infected Kittens” and “I Feel The Vibrations of Earth”
Babis Nikou – Bouzouki in “I Feel The Vibrations of Earth”
Mr. XIII - Lyrics in “At the End Of The Street”

Produced, recorded and mixed by Panos Tsekouras
Drums recorded and mastering at Arion Studio

Paintings by Aristomenis Theodoropoulos
Photo by Antonia Canta
Artwork by Kostas Athanassopoulos

Special Thanks to:

Matt Howden, Maxi Nil, Babis Nikou, Mr. XIII, Eirini Sourgiadaki, Dimitris Pavlides, Nikos Pitloglou, Antonia Canta, Aristomenis Theodoropoulos and Phoenix Catscratch, Yama Suki, Dionysis Theofilopoulos , Vangelis and Dada, Manos Kouvakis and Blue Fox, Shattered Hope, Dimitris Tsanti, friends and families.

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released June 1, 2011

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